these conversations leave me thinking for days after.
too many thoughts dammit, too much in this head of mine.
women need to get laid more often
or else they have sticks up their asses 24/7
"Don’t be fooled by your emptiness…
…There’s so much more room for happiness."
…There’s so much more room for happiness."
— Kaskade ft.Skylar Grey “Room for Happiness”
its time to write
I don’t understand whats the matter with me anymore. I don’t know if this is how things are supposed to be or if this all my fault? i don’t know if i screwed up or if i am giving myself more of a reason to bring you back to life… i know its not my fault (not completely anyway). sure ive done the stupid and obvious thing but theres so much more here to that. you told me that once no matter what i did i would still be me and that nothing could change us, that i could tell you everything. and then i tried. i tried to tell you everything and i wasnt even finished when you decided it was enough and you would push me away. in an instant whatever you said just flushed itself away. you cant stay true to your words and i cant not stay true to my heart. so we split apart, not knowing what was there and despite our difference and bickering we always found a way back. this time it just seems so lost…so lost and i fear that its never going to go back…now i dont know if its better this way but i cant help to think ive lost something. it might be worth losing what toxicity was there, and to gain sight of what real things feel like or how good it is to be treated nice. but in my heart i know something feels lost something feels empty. and now its like another cycle coming to an end. and i feel like that when the time comes when someone is there to treat me right, i will just be plain worn out and unable to cope with this emptyness. ive a feeling that i will destroy someone that is good because of all the negativity built up inside here. and ive learned to avoid the good because of this reason. no one should have the awful tasks of putting this puzzle back together. its war field in my head, where no one has won.
Love Lost - Temper Trap (Adventure Club Dubstep Remix).
This is a seriously filthy dubstep track. A must listen with DJ headphones on 720p or there is no justice to this. But by far fits into the definition of pure filth.
give’er a shot.
Light - Matt Kliener
Seriously mesmerizing and soothing footage. so wish i lived by the ocean, its time to go back home…back to the salty seas.
Home - Foxes
Seriously think I have a new favorite discovered. Her voice is amazing the music is a divide between indie, rock, eclectic, and electronic…a really definite collage of all and just simply amazing vocals enriching the whole experience. Love FOXES!
Slow Magic - Feel Flows
Holy wow, the music is ambient and soothing in the weirdest way. really really deep even without words. a real art piece in my opinion. wow.
"Black and white are the colors of photography. To me they symbolize the alternatives of hope and despair to which mankind is forever subjected. Most of my photographs are of people; they are seen simply, as through the eyes of the man in the street. There is one thing the photograph must contain, the humanity of the moment. This kind of photography is realism. But realism is not enough—there has to be vision, and the two together can make a good photograph. It is difficult to describe this thin line where matter ends and mind begins."
— Robert Frank
(Source: gaws)
