I am leaving tomorrow ah!! My place in the Netherlands doesn’t have internet yet! AH! wtf!? I am not sure how I will survive without internet! and sweet jesus i hate this conversion rate my $700 is like $500. So frustrating, so broke! Hopefully I will still be able to sneek onto the internet while in school and post up some new music, photography or just how its been going. but I depend on YOU! my dear followers to entertain me with all that good stuff, so I don’t miss out!
I feel like I come alive at night time. Like I might be living in the wrong time zone or something but this is when I feel the most active, or alert. Music sounds X10 better and I feel a lot lighter. if that makes sense. more careless and free. I might be an insomniac because it is 2:33am and its not like I was out partying. But that’s just it. I was. not with anyone but with this music. I always say theres a party inside my head and there really is. I love techno trance house dance dub and all that good stuff. Just simply gets me going and makes me so Happy. So happy. I want to concentrate hard enough to actually make my own music, to sit down like i do with my photography and kind of really kick around at it. I listen and love music above all. I feel sorry for anyone who hasn’t experienced this. Its like being on drugs but not being on them at all. I am healthy, but kind of insane at the same time. I don’t know where I am getting at, but those that understand long live Electronic, and may the rush that it gives us always be with us. even when we are 80 years old. I still want my boys to pop out their tecktonik with the arthritis.